BK MEMORIES
Friday, February 9, 2007
hmm. wad can i sae today. i jus got back my olv results. let me show u how bad it is.
chem - f9
add maths - d7
phy - c5
c.humans - b3
p.geog - b3
eng - b3
e.maths - a2
chi - a2
l1r4 13 l1r5 18 (if - cca 16)
sux rite? bo pian. coz during olv cannot slp. no mood study also. so wad i did was then was simple. maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple from nite all the way till morning or even afternoon depending on when my paper starts. 1 day slp at most ard 3 to 4 hrs. haiz too bad for me la. blame it on my luck ba. well but one thing my parents said, considering the fact tt i 100% gurantee plus 100 yrs warranty nv nv nv even study a tiny bit, i kio tio gu lan. means i v lucky la. hahas. now is headache le. dunno wad course to choose liao. coz i went to see ngee ann de cut off point for marine n offshore studies is 21. n i haf like 13 points. my fren sae abit wasted. dunno lei but i dun wan to choose a course tt i dun like. hahas. well we see how it goes ba.
just now my mum talked to me to ask me bout asking my frens wad course they will b taking. the first ting i told her was tt i do not really haf any frens now. reason being v simple. it all began on 5th may. well i sort of got together with a girl. so i dint noe how serious it was to neglect my frens. all i did was to put her in the frist priority. everything comes first if its regarding her. so as time passed i found out that ive not kept in touch with my valuable frens, even though they can b in the same class as im in. wad a fool i was. so on a very faithful day, that gal said that its better for us to remain as frens. basically, a break up, and its like jus a few days before the start of olv. well tts the reason for my sleepless nights if u r wondering. sad rite? well wad can i do? im really sorry that i've neglected my frens but wad can i do now? hahas.
thinking back bout the relationship with that gal. rite now i find it v weird. basically we treat each other more like frens i guess. we see ea other everyday coz she lives like 2 blocks away from me. so i doubt theres any love in it to begin with. and worst of all, i got toegther with her jus shortly after she broken up with her ex. lol? well the question is, y is it that shes able to still befriend her ex, and its like they jus seem to get together so well, even after they broke up due to the fact tt he was two-timing? and as for me, she treats me as a pest jus coz i was a lil persistent. i dont wanna noe y.
to all girls out there. theres only one rule in love. take it or leave it. if u r having doubts bout ur feelings with ur boi now pls b str8 n tell him that. dragging it on n on will make matters worst.
n the worst thing is to tell him "lets b friends". its ridiculous. IF and i stress IF thay guy really love u, telling him that u jus wanna b frens is vague. wad r u trying to say? one, lets still keep in contact but can we not get too close? or two, lets stay as close frens though we r not together already. or three, r u telling him that he still stands a chance on winning u bac?
as for my case, she said lets jus b frens n she dint even wanna see me ever again. to the extent that she finds me such a pest n said> GREATEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE... NOEING U. kool? tis haunted me for weeks n even up till now. n when i jus started up tis blog, she went to my cbox n said came n gone blah blah. if tts the case might as well dun even leave any footprints here? so gals, how can guys ever understand u all? (=.=)??
bk- こと絵輪いつも私の胸に ; 4:58 PM
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